this week has been an interesting journey so far.
my new workplace is so informal..yet formal. people clown around, tease mercilessly and crack irreverent jokes..yet they abide by the structure that has been set. i am not saying that it's bad. it just feels different. this is something i have not been exposed to. professionalism. or maybe it is just me going along with the popular, negative perception towards malay muslim organisations.
i am proud of my colleagues. and i am proud to be on their team.
i haven't been doing much. just observing, mostly. and learning. for the next few months, i'll be a sponge. so call me spongebabe.
and i'm taking it slow. it isn't easy, cos i tend to let something new and novel get the better of me. and i'll suffer from a burn out fairly easily then.
so, the plan is to go slow, and take one day at a time.
no matter how worried i am. and god knows the depth of my anxiety. this uncertainty. this displacement. i am nobody's child.
*sigh*
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