humbled

i was watching grey's anatomy, and this song was playing in the background of a scene. here's part of the lyrics that got me to think.

scratch, by kendall payne.

"it's a big girl world now, full of big girl things
and everyday i wish i was small.

..do you get weary? do you ever get weak?
how do you dream when you can't fall asleep?

..i used to think i was special, and only i have proved me wrong
i thought i could change the world with a song,
but i have ended up in india,
with no map to guide me home."

just a feeling that i'm having at the moment.