February 6, 2008

frustrations abound

it is said that we human beings are never satisfied. we crave and want and desire, only to have the same feelings for other things when we finally fulfil our previous cravings and desires.

insatiable lot, we are. mighty ungrateful too, at times.

and i'm guilty of that at this moment.

am picturing fad's maria in my head, wishing to high heaven that i could look just like her. smoking hot. can't fault faddy's taste this time around.

fitting sessions are just not good for my ego i guess. i think i have 2 more rounds to go through =(

what i really want at this moment is to do what klark cent thinks he's doing: save the world. or at least, save this small portion of the world i am residing in. make it a bit more livable. wouldn't that be grand?

this not-knowing is really getting to me. and i'm suffering from delusions of grandeur.

*bangs head on the wall*

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