manyak susah leyy..

this relationship thing is damn hard ya. just when you think things are going fine and dandy, the bull shits again.

it is tough looking after the bull, making sure it's clean and healthy.

aiyahhhh.

it is especially tough with the knowledge of what this bull will grow into. and people can wonder why i'm wishing i was still a small girl.

i have a lot to learn still in managing expectations, accepting flaws and working around limitations.

oh well. we live, we learn, right?

hopefully.

*skips away*